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For years I’d been following the plan given to me: go to high school, go to college, get a job.
And now after my college graduation, "Undertaking my half-year teaching practicum" and
"Being well-prepared for exams of teacher certificate and teacher selection" are all my next steps.
I know I should start to work and study assiduously to achieve these goals.
But to be honest, I don't feel quite well these days. I am not ready for the next step.
A sense of loneliness crept over me.
I can't have friends around me as usual.
I can't know exactly what they are doing.
And sometimes I have an obsession with the past and constantly reminisce about stories, people or events from college .
I confront my future as a kind of void and am a little bit terrified.
I feel like I am alone.
I need someone to encourage me and who I can share things with every day. (XD)
I don't want to study and work alone.
(This time, I finally realize how Paron felt over the last few weeks:
( The feeling of being isolated in the hometown makes me uneasy.＠＠)
I’d never understood that emptiness.
But anyway, now I am going to say some cliché things to cheer myself up:
Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.
GOGO
Tomorrow is July 1, the official beginning of my study journey!
7/5~7/6: Jessie and I would join an English illustrated book workshop
held by English Training and Learning Resources Center in Southern Taiwan.
7/16~7/31: volunteer trip to Korea
See? Not many days left to study and I am guilt-stricken .
PS:
A good day to hear that Villa's goal in the 1-0 victory against Portugal set up a quarter-final showdown with Paraguay.
But feel sad for Japan!
"We're taking it step by step. We know the potential we have "
Spain striker David Villa
---quoted from BBC NEWS
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